~Sitamonster

I have this really bad habit of not drawing during summer vacation. I get really lazy and cought up in other things, and that makes me shove my art work to the side, which then makes me really rusty. And then when I try to do something, my brain goes blank. Or it just turns out horrible and I give up. So I am at a point right now where I am just saying that I suck and dont really have much motivation... or am just too busy... I work full time at a very physically demanding job. So I am gonna have to just crack the whip and get my ass in gear. So, if anyone has any really cool ideas for an illustration, please throw it out there, cuz Im all out.

Im also beating myself up over the fact that I dont really do anything for myself anymore... drawing for the sake of drawing. Everything I have posted on DA so far has all been assignmens for school... including that Meta Knight piggy bank (or gifts or commisions). If Im not careful, Im gonna start hating my hobby, because then it just becomes something I have to do, rather than something I used to enjoy.